different

Silence, is not always as golden as spoken of, not when its shimmer hits my eyes and blinds me when i wish to see,

Of those things, situations you wish to be in black or in white seem just so gray,

Colours fuse together, and life’s not as clear as it might be for the one sitting right beside you,

All that i can do is contemplate and have insurmountable faith that surpasses all my strengths,

But sometimes life gives us no choice but to sit back and stay, believe with the strongest conviction that i could muster,

Life’s seems so unfair when i go colour blind

And when it’s only me seeing the colours around.......sometimes within...

People just say mine (life) from theirs is just a shade different.

mE...mySelf...& I

i reflect your words as they strike the chords in my mind and maybe in my heart,
maybe a pitch louder that u thought they were,
or a note quieter that u wished u hear,
there is nothing u think i do not know of,
i'm just quiet so that u don't feel,
the words which you said without a thought behind,
were so hard for me,
try being soft,
for you would love to wish and see,
that they echo like the notes of a song in harmony with me......

Finding ends to the Circle

No end to the Circle....

I keep going round unknown to what begun might not end,

My words don't speak whats in my head and i continue to talk over and over again,

Reiterating what i wish to say and speaking whats noise to the one who listens and ignores it as some unheard strangers voice instead,

I can't speak my mind, i can't even let my heart have a voice,

It all sounds like a monotone like a heart that stopped beating but still breathes into the body and soul,

I keep going in circles talking noises,

Wishing i find the ends to this circle a step ahead......

Solitary ain't meaning lonely.....

its just a way of being i believe,
in me, myself and in whatever goes around...
nothing belies the words that go in my head,
i lead my own ways, find a path that just wasn't there,
see my own horizons, beyond the sun dipping into the impregnable depths of the oceans,
it's myself i like being with me.......but still its the way that we see,
Being solitary ain't meaning lonely